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  • Behzinga
    Behzinga11 months ago

    Hope you guys enjoy this video, Feel like in the last two weeks you guys have got to know me a little bit more! Remember go to to take back your internet privacy TODAY and find out how you can get 3 months free 📲

  • Naud Ams

    Naud Ams

    4 months ago

    You’re a hero

  • Faye Teigan

    Faye Teigan

    4 months ago

    Well done for opening up it’s a hard thing too do trust me ! Your amazing and we all love and support you ❤️

  • Ana 1

    Ana 1

    5 months ago

    We’re very glad you did get out of the car❤️

  • nhl21 live

    nhl21 live

    6 months ago

    U r so strong for coming out well done not many people have the courage. Big up u

  • Cameron Booth

    Cameron Booth

    6 months ago

    @Ben Humphries my dad just passed away in august, I love to think of him as a friend, as well as a dad...know the pain

    CRUSADES3 days ago

    You beautiful man

  • Matthew Newman 8
    Matthew Newman 87 days ago

    i feel so sad because what you went through :(

  • Weeliam2000
    Weeliam200010 days ago

    Honestly behz don't watch your videos alot man but when ever I don't wanna be here I come back to this video and it helps so much so for that I'm subbed man like don't think you think you know how much u help people

  • Aevin De La Cruz
    Aevin De La Cruz13 days ago

    I have had a very similar experience I was about 12 at the time and I locked myself in my room and thought next time I get out of this room I’ll be 6 feet under but then I thought of every happy thing that’s has happened and everything was great after that

  • Pablo
    Pablo17 days ago

    3:10 let me guess, tobacco

  • Ben Salter
    Ben Salter29 days ago

    Sorry for what i did.

  • DesperateMF54
    DesperateMF54Month ago

    15 times?? Thats mad

  • Wil Rosz
    Wil RoszMonth ago

    Behz I hope you never go back down Taht path:(

  • rngkzie 13
    rngkzie 13Month ago

    Who's here wanting to know what has been bleeped

  • Josh TheCreator
    Josh TheCreatorMonth ago


  • Veronica Taylor
    Veronica TaylorMonth ago

    Me putting gummy bears in my nose and ears and crying bc of the suicide thing

  • Felix der Überboss Blume
    Felix der Überboss BlumeMonth ago

    Thank you that you stayed strong🙏

  • Victoria
    VictoriaMonth ago

    I can relate to your story so much.. I'm crying my eyes out, but you're so inspiring and I'm so proud of you ❤ Wish I could do the same

  • Samina Rafique
    Samina RafiqueMonth ago


  • Zach Majeski
    Zach MajeskiMonth ago

    I relate to you so much mate... love your content and your tweets about those big bastard hammers!! All love mate press on

  • Adil Hussain
    Adil Hussain2 months ago

    5:39 headphone users beware !

  • Kimberlee D
    Kimberlee D2 months ago

    Your so inspiring! That took a lot of courage to be so honest. It is heartbreaking to know you have felt like that 🥺💕

  • S K I
    S K I2 months ago


  • Mia Louisa Goddard
    Mia Louisa Goddard2 months ago

    I absolutely LOVE Behz with my whole heart

  • Laura Maric
    Laura Maric2 months ago

    The quiet part of background music makes me think i have a mosquito flying around my head lmao

  • Laura Elizabeth
    Laura Elizabeth3 months ago

    I’m so glad you’re not in that place anymore 💕 you’re so strong xox

  • Iqra Zab
    Iqra Zab3 months ago

    What was the bleeped out question at 5:38 did anyone figure it I wanna know 👀

  • w5s
    w5s3 months ago

    Thank God that Charlie was there to help him it mad me so sad 😞😞😞😞

  • summer games
    summer games3 months ago

    There is no god higher than truth. An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind. Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. Where there is love there is life. Hate the sin, love the sinner. In a gentle way, you can shake the world. The future depends on what we do in the present. Action expresses priorities. If you don't ask, you don't get it Just some good gandhi quotes!

  • Burningflame 19
    Burningflame 193 months ago

    Hiya I admire your braveness for opening up! I dont know if you will ever read this or see it even but your words of encouragement helped me a lot. I tried to take my own life two nights ago and it failed clearly but this may sound crazy but I am not much of a believer when it comes to God but I can not help but think it is a sign for me to stay here and finish my story. Thank you for being so brave and encouraging you have no idea how much your words and your story has helped me and can inspire others. Annalise

  • SBK -
    SBK -3 months ago

    Some of those questions wtf

  • Simply Sergei
    Simply Sergei3 months ago

    9:50 start of Behzinga sad story

  • Aidan Cooper
    Aidan Cooper3 months ago

    Stay strong legend💙💙

  • ExoticTaco
    ExoticTaco3 months ago

    That guy looks like declan rice ngl

  • dennis dedan
    dennis dedan3 months ago

    Watching these videos without bathing, my mama is going to kill his first 21 son for not bathing early.

  • A.1806.S
    A.1806.S4 months ago

    Every one talking about his story What about that fookin massive shlonger

  • CottonCloudyPlays
    CottonCloudyPlays4 months ago

    That you shared your story wow.That is amazing,Ive seen some things on it i saw Tobi say some stuff about out and a tiny but ive seen Josh.

  • Y A
    Y A4 months ago


  • ljummingen
    ljummingen4 months ago

    Telling that story was brave, you are an inspiration.

  • Sweetsee
    Sweetsee4 months ago

    Lol your probably really innocent 🤣🤣🤣🤣

  • Erik Johannessen
    Erik Johannessen4 months ago


  • Zachary Chapman
    Zachary Chapman4 months ago

    So proud of you mate. Only real men talk about their battles and their emotional and mental health. Love yah work man

  • Jacksonmakesnoise
    Jacksonmakesnoise4 months ago

    I think at 5:01 he says ‘f’d a cat’

  • AGR_H4r1bo 0
    AGR_H4r1bo 04 months ago

    I just broke down in tears when he spoke about what he wanted to do as I’ve gone through smt similar before and it’s hard to get thru but if u just keep ur head up u can do anything

  • Woozy
    Woozy4 months ago

    It takes a lot of courage to let out your story. So glad you are strong.

  • FLEx MEx
    FLEx MEx4 months ago


  • Unknown
    Unknown4 months ago

    I feel sooo sorry for bez man he is such a good man 😌 luckily he didn’t do anything ❤️❤️ we have to protect and love him at all times I just want to give him a BIG hug ngl he keeps me going every day and so does all the sidemen they all speak real facts and keep me going #lovebez

  • B. Starkey
    B. Starkey4 months ago

    Bez is a top donny - big respect bro

  • Finn Dugmore
    Finn Dugmore4 months ago

    You think the car thing was stupid, bez said cows drink milk!!! (Joke btw your an inspiration£

  • qash 123
    qash 1234 months ago


  • P n
    P n4 months ago

    Well done pal. I believe more men suffer and keep quite. I have suffered with depression, so I know how hard it is to turn the voices off..... Keep. The content coming

  • jasson toorn
    jasson toorn4 months ago

    Not that many people have that much strength or will power

  • Felix Rylin
    Felix Rylin4 months ago

    Remember we love you ❤️😥

  • Jessica Ryn
    Jessica Ryn4 months ago

    This is in no way to make fun of him as I am very proud of him for telling us but why was he smiling whilst talking about commiting suicide

  • Jessica Ryn

    Jessica Ryn

    4 months ago

    @Makaseem true lol

  • Makaseem


    4 months ago

    i think its him feeling uncomfortable some people do that as a coping mechanism i

  • B xoxo
    B xoxo4 months ago

    i didn’t want to cry tonight but here we are. inspirational

  • Lil Cumrag
    Lil Cumrag5 months ago

    i’ve always liked you bro i’m glad you’re still alive today

  • Bethany Thorpe
    Bethany Thorpe5 months ago

    when you explained that story i actually cried

  • Lucas Dalli
    Lucas Dalli5 months ago

    Yes my g

  • charl
    charl5 months ago

    so much respect for you i’ve never felt so inspired thank you

  • A- Fifa
    A- Fifa5 months ago

    Behz is underrated 🐐👑

  • Supreme Jonathan12
    Supreme Jonathan125 months ago

    Im crying

  • sky
    sky5 months ago

    my old hamster was called behzinga , also absolutely love your video's ❤, keep it up 👌

  • anna-leigh x
    anna-leigh x5 months ago

    yourvso strong i love u

  • mossy2005
    mossy20055 months ago


  • Rayy Ali Ali
    Rayy Ali Ali5 months ago

    10:01 Your Welcome

  • Shannon Lewis
    Shannon Lewis5 months ago

    i don't normally comment on youtube videos, but this video was amazing! you will have helped so many people without even realising, thank you so much!!! xx

  • Frog Man
    Frog Man5 months ago


  • Jadeabby
    Jadeabby5 months ago

    Thankyou for being so open❤️

  • Rehan Afzal
    Rehan Afzal5 months ago

    Let's go bhez keep strong

  • Nach0
    Nach05 months ago

    Gotta love finishing exams and coming to this HAHA

  • Joshua Hunt
    Joshua Hunt6 months ago

    cant believe we nearly didnt have a 7th sideman today. glad ur still here king 👑

  • Fuck Youtube
    Fuck Youtube6 months ago

    Death gotta be easy, cause life is hard

  • Tiago Alves
    Tiago Alves6 months ago

    "4 mil subs by the end of the year" already done that mate

  • daniel fleming
    daniel fleming6 months ago

    @behzinga thank u for still bein here u inspire me so much

  • ChloeJane Equestrian
    ChloeJane Equestrian6 months ago

    ‘Got into the car without the intention of getting back out’ that really hit hard, thank you so much for staying strong you are an amazing human ❤️

  • Tygo Woud
    Tygo Woud6 months ago

    even though this vid is like half a year ago and all the things happened in your life a lot longer ago i still want to let you know you are a strong men and no matter what others might say or think you are an inspirational person

  • Listenerz
    Listenerz6 months ago

    7:47 I was dieing

  • noscopefuzion
    noscopefuzion6 months ago

    I wonder what was actually said when it was blurred

  • 420 MorningStar
    420 MorningStar6 months ago

    5 mil subs by the end of the year cmon lads

  • Go Beauty
    Go Beauty6 months ago


  • Bxze
    Bxze6 months ago

    "Have yu ever found a child attractive" *Shane Dawson has entered the chat*

  • Melissa Dale

    Melissa Dale

    4 months ago

    Omg I read that as he said it haha

  • Moa A

    Moa A

    4 months ago

    Different controversy, friend

  • Nicholas Shewchuk
    Nicholas Shewchuk7 months ago

    Behz I’m going through the same thing u went through, what’s the best way to overcome it

  • Erick :
    Erick :7 months ago


  • Ayse Ayse
    Ayse Ayse7 months ago


  • Alex Cunniffe Cahill
    Alex Cunniffe Cahill7 months ago

    If you ask "Do you want a hug?"... And they say, "No, I'm ok, I'm ok" as if trying to convince you AND themselves, they really, really need that hug. SO... Give 'em a good hug, make them feel loved, as i it were you. “You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.” - Mae West

  • Señior Scouse
    Señior Scouse7 months ago

    Sliders n socks yes now den fella

  • Lyndsey Elting
    Lyndsey Elting7 months ago

    You could tell he was anxious because he was twisting his ring 🥺 I love him

  • Poaers Basei
    Poaers Basei7 months ago

    "I got in that car, with the intention of not getting back out of it." That line hit me!

  • no one
    no one7 months ago

    This the story that even grown man will cry You are a fucking legend behz

  • Ya like Jazz
    Ya like Jazz7 months ago

    Keep strong Behz 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

  • Alej.0rea
    Alej.0rea7 months ago

    why do u name yourself

  • Riv Hip-Hop
    Riv Hip-Hop7 months ago

    Inspired me to be more honest about my depression. Cheers man

  • Aaron Bane
    Aaron Bane7 months ago

    Such an inspiration i respect this man so much

  • N6b
    N6b7 months ago


  • Tia Isadore-Badger
    Tia Isadore-Badger7 months ago

    “Many of you watch my videos unsubscribed” Me: 👁👄👁

  • TrippyLucas
    TrippyLucas7 months ago

    I wanna cry dude I don’t want this dude to ever leave the earth if he died I would cry anc cry and cry 😭 I will never be my self ever again

  • Dalaw_ 6226
    Dalaw_ 62267 months ago

    It's the toaf to 5 mil not 4

  • Ali Ahmad
    Ali Ahmad7 months ago

    I bet Lauren alexis is the first to hit this video🤣🤣

  • Josh Reilly
    Josh Reilly7 months ago

    Honestly Behz your an absolute legend so happy you fought through the tough times because if it happened you on my screen I would’ve missed the reddit and the laughs

  • Bleach Vibezz
    Bleach Vibezz7 months ago

    We’re all crying rn

  • clip erz
    clip erz7 months ago

    bro ethans so inspiring and so is the mindset he makes my day every day and i get out of bed purely because of how you pulled yourself out of your battle and hopefully your happiness helps me pull myself out of mine thanks for the happiness you bring

  • Joshua Carrasquillo
    Joshua Carrasquillo7 months ago

    8:00 POV girls on comment section “i can change that”

  • Marfomeister
    Marfomeister7 months ago

    At 5:39 put on your headphones and turn the volume to max...Good luck;)

  • Vector Bond
    Vector Bond7 months ago

    Behzy bear 🥺🥺